I’ve written 1081 words so far so I’m almost finished assignment #1.
which would be great news if I didn’t have only another 24 odd hours to complete another one.
Today in Dance a guy mocked me for having Photobooth on the bottom bar of my Macbook
My rebuttal is this high angled laptop selfie
hay err body today is a good day, I’ve spent pretty much all of it sleeping, save getting up so Cute Guy can drop me home
Lately I’ve been depressed and unmotivated towards uni and unsure of my future and worried of my boyfriend one day leaving me or not treating me how I want him to or not doing everything I expect him to but last night was a turning point for me.
I was really sad and alone and he picked me up and we watched Doctor Who, Game of Thrones, and Supernatural and cuddled heaps and he was just so nice to me and I sort of started breathing easier and felt more relaxed and realised that I’m sort of having a panic attack over nothing? I mean sure uni isn’t what I thought it would be, but there are worse things to have on your CV than a degree. I’m not in debt yet like other people because I’ve made good decisions. I might not see my best friend as much as I’d like, but I still feel just as comfortable with her, and when I do see her it still feels the same. I might not ever have money, but I guess nobody’s that rich when they’re my age, so what if I have even less than the average 18 year old. No my body’s not great, but my boyfriend seems to like it, and I like how I look in lots of clothes. And I’m clearly being way too harsh on my boyfriend when he does things I wish he wouldn’t. How would he know I don’t like it if I don’t tell him? And no wonder he’s acting casual with us, when I’ve put up all of these walls and I’ve refused to let him in. It’s not his fault, but it’s not my fault either. He can’t read minds, and he’s only 22. It’s not as if he knows everything.
I mean I’m not expecting any of you to read this, but it feels good to get it out of my system.
just lookin hot in the bath while dying my eyebrows/lashes, and bleaching my teeth
the price of lookin as good as me amirite guiz
was bored so i went through the fb photos i’m tagged in
*sigh* remember when i used to have friends and go to parties and have my rowing body?
now i hate half of those people and get invited to no parties and have gained like 6kgs
I caved anyways cus I just need SOMEBODY to see how cute he is (so I chose 700 people? I’m going to regret this aren’t I?)
but anyway here’s me and my boyfriend of five months I know I look terrible but look how cute he is I like him a lot :)
I may not be able to cook or clean but i can sure as hell try and look like i can
GOT MA HURRRR DONE
it’s waaaaay brighter than this and hayley curled and trimmed it as well so it’s looking purdy grandddddd
Art teachers wedding today!
It was so beautiful and just absolutely amazing and I curled my hair heaps and I want a nap but I don’t wanna ruin the curls do u feel me